#cannot mess up. meanwhile my mother is a hoarder and her house is overrun with animals and mess and filth like make it make sense
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#why is my mother such a mean person and why did i invite her and my dad here#within an hour of being here she was already making comments about what i looked like#and she said ‘wow that’s a lot of junk food’ about a singular bag of chips in our pantry#i know she’s bitter and old and has issues but she knows how hard i am trying to recover from my ED#and it was so hard opening up to her about that#and she’s already pulling this shit again lol#really strongly considering going no contact with like 98% of my family tbh. i can’t take it anymore#she also said my hair looked bad and i just got it done…like#we’re very neat people but we cleaned for two days straight to make sure our apartment was spotless for her#and there was absolutely NOTHING she could comment on because every single surface is sparkling and everything is in its place#but ayesha had to vacuum something up and of course she immediately made a comment like ‘ugh. that bin is really full. you need to empty it’#and i want to scream like OF COURSE i forgot to empty the bin one last fucking time after i’ve been cleaning nonstop for two days#like scrubbing the walls and dusting every surface and polishing the floors#but of course i forgot the empty the half full fucking dyson bin#it’s soooo. funny. tbh. she couldn’t find one thing to berate me about so she had to comment on the fucking vacuum#i need to be smarter next time#cannot mess up. meanwhile my mother is a hoarder and her house is overrun with animals and mess and filth like make it make sense#i truly think she hates me and is jealous of me and will do anything to put me down and i wish i didn’t let it get to me#i neeeeeed to rethink our relationship#also when i picked her up from the airport she immediately started talking about celebrities with eating disorders who gained weight later#in life#like within ten minutes of seeing me#like okay i guess congrats on being evil and deliberately saying shit to annoy me?#i’m soooooooooooooooo#where is the og gun emoji when you need it 🔫#whatever gonna go eat my junk food now#wait she also said you have to be ‘strong’ and ‘these girls aren’t strong enough’ when talking about child actresses who get EXPLOITED#and manipulated and sexually abused and then go on the develop all these fucking issues#like can she shut the fuck up? what does strength have to do with anything i’m so tried if her
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